What is it?

What is it that I want?

Chill

Today is a good day.

I'm sitting out here in the commons area.

Sun is up, and no clouds to get in my way .

Sitting down here in the good shade with a cup of coffee, and good music is all that I could ask for.

Nothing to worry about, just me, my coffee and my music.

A Day like this makes me think twice about some of the options I had.

Thinking back to all of the depressing moments in my life, I start to regret about alot of things.

When I'm sitting here sometimes, I get to think about my self and the way things are around me in a detailed manner.

From living in the dorms and just living out on my own , really made me think twice about the world.

I have so much more to learn about people and the way they are.

This is a good experience for me.

I'm actually listening to this amazing singer that I discovered through my good friend Nick.

Ben Folds- Landed.

You should check it out.

It's an amazing song.

This was meant to be..

I made this blog to post inspiring or rather pleasing pictures that will catch your eye. But, I think I'm going to be too lazy.

I'm starting to think that this blog will be a place to spill my thoughts (well, and I'll post photos when I want to)

So, this will be the place you'll be , if you want to be up to date in my life.

Anyhow I'll start by talking about the latest problems. I'm pretty sure I'm boring right now but listen.

• I have failed miserably not procrastinating
• Recently I've been partying too much
• My room is turning into a mess (well it is already)
• My dad sold his office, so he is unemployed at the moment
• No money, I can barely afford school
• I'm spending too much money on random shit
• I'm not taking enough pictures
• No female companion.
• Lonely
• I spent valentines day with 3 guys (yeah i know homo)
• I need to work
  
• Fix my car

I probably have a billion or more bullet points to add but I wont digress

Anyhow, How is your life? ladies and gentlemen.

I hope that it is going well.

You probably don't understand me, or think I'm just a complaining spoiled child.

It's okay. I understand you.

Go for it.

Live your life.

When you go too fast

when you go too fast,

you tend to forget the things that are around you.

just to keep going.

my life is at a point where I have no hope for much of anything.

Only bad things happen, and no sign of good news.

It's as if i was living under Murphy's law.

I have no motivation.

I have nothing to strive for.

Why do I go on with this?

I don't know.

maybe I'll feel better soon.

Random times at UCR

So, since I've been at UCR , I think I was more busy than I have for 18 years of my life combined.

Here are some pictures to show you what I've been up to.

- This is my school's bell tower. The blue neon lights are on every spirit week.

I've been practicing this acoustic guitar, on my free time.. which I hardly ever have..


I have a friend here who is a music major and he's teaching me a thing or two on the guitar.




















Texas Hold'em is also fun , when your waiting for your next lecture...




There was an event at my school called Monte Carlo. It was a gambling night, pretty much you


can win your tuition by playing poker,black jack,roulette etc. You can buy 1 raffle ticket for every 500 dollar worth of chips you have. Of course it wasn't real money but it was still exciting to win fake money.






LOL I look so happy.


That's what I've been doing out side of class... I wont mention the other activities because it's confidential.

College life.

College , is boring? I don't know . At least I met some fun people.



First thing I learned here is that. You can't party and study.



It's party OR study.



There is no in between.



So I chose one of them.

Henri Cartier Bresson

In my photography class in high school. I had a very knowledgeable, fun and awesome teacher.

He taught me the fundamentals of photography, but my biggest influence is from the French

photographer Henri Cartier Bresson

In one of the documentaries, he once said ( I don't know if I rememeber the exact words from

him, since it was a long time ago) " I think the most important thing you have to know about

photography is that, its all about capturing the moment." That line was just mesmerizing for me.