when you go too fast,
you tend to forget the things that are around you.
just to keep going.
my life is at a point where I have no hope for much of anything.
Only bad things happen, and no sign of good news.
It's as if i was living under Murphy's law.
I have no motivation.
I have nothing to strive for.
Why do I go on with this?
I don't know.
maybe I'll feel better soon.